Monday, February 21, 2005
had a very hectic week.. started my attachment. job is fun but at the same time tiring. we hav loads of thgs to do. eventho the job is simple, its very tiring coz theres alot of stocks to check. well i was so tired that i took 1 day leave todae. well on sat i had no plans. juz went for bm training. was late coz i was sick and body was really aching. seems like the training was very short n it wasnt that fun either. well after that i tot of juz goin home to rest but den i wasnt in the mood to go back yet so i followed kak aishah to bugis to shop for her clothes. it was fun shopping eventho i was sick.. i was so selekeh but i didnt bother.hahah.. had dinner at tong seng den headed home.
on sunday i went to sentosa. met up wit the old nyp pal.. it was fun meeting wit them back since we've not met each other quite a long time.. went there with halz and den met cal and shidah der ard 3pm.. me and halz only started to njoy the whole trip after cal and shidah came coz cal brought cards.. we played uno den cal tot me how to play taiti and race.. it was so much fun!! hahah...we headed home ard 8.. once i reached home i was already so exhausted.. and i cudnt wake up this morning to go to werk and i asked for a day leave juz to rest at home...
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6:06 PM
yeay i got all the stuff i need yesterday except for my black kain to make into pants.. well im still satisfied since i got the kain to make baju for BM nye upcoming show.. syai if ure reading dis, thanks alot for the ride ya! u too ruff for accompanying me choose the kains! hehe
well well well!! had fun during bm training juz now.. gain lots of knowledge. learn new beats.. and after training halek n me sabo'ed kak aishah wit water flour and eggs!! eventho her bdae was last wk, halek still did had revenge to kak aishah..haha coz kak aishah sabo'ed him during his bdae.. well kak aishah u look great even ure covered with flour and egg..hhahaha!! den had dinner at amirul's hse.. his mom insisted dat we eat coz she cooked alot. ard 8 wen to nenek's hse since pak teh n family was der.. and since i had to give mak teh the kain to make into baju.. cant wait to see the baju wen dah siap nanti..heheh..
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12:35 AM
hey der.. its been a long time since i blog... not that i have no time to blog but juz thinking of blogging made me so lazy...haha... well well well wat hav i been doin for the past few days.. hmmm... oh ya on tues i went to celebrate Mai's advance bdae.. she didnt had a clue that we had plan a surprise for her.. bed met her first den wen they got seats at swensen.. i poped out! haha.. all the while she tot i cudnt join her coz i was away at KL..haha gotcha!! well i turn up with the prezzyy and the cake.. but sadly no outsidee food were allowed. so we kept the cake and cut it at starbucks instead! haha all of us were full by the time we cut the cake so we juz a very small slice of it..den watched movie.. the whole time dier senyap.. ntah kenape.. ape angin tah.. den was left alone........
wed and thurs was CNY holz.. i was at home the whole 2 days.. no where to go so stayed at home.. mama would b alone if i wud hav gone out so decided to juz bum at home.. and todae friday.. im still at home.. got no werk todae.. but hav to get the kains at arab st for the baju lelaki.. is wondering who is currently free to follow me.. aarrgggghhhhh
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11:09 AM
i watched "Shall we Dance" yesterday. it was superb! richard gere is so damn CHARMING!!!! u guys who hav not watched it better go catch it coz i didnt regret watching it!! it was worth my $6.50.heheh.. watched the movie with Fadhil since i was meeting him to pass him the jersey along bought for him. met him after my FYP den went dwn to Bishan Junction 8. well it was fine n fun goin out with him after few weeks not meeting him. initially i felt awkward coz he was really behaving wierdly but after he had his dinner, everthg wen fine. he looked gd yesterday. really!! he juz look different but in a gd way. maybe ive not seen him for quite sometime..hahaha but he did look gd. the movie ended at 9 and we went straight home after dat. went our separate ways right after we stepped out of junction 8..heheh .. he went home by MRT while i took the bus home..met Farah on the way home and coincidentally she watched the same movie as i did but i didnt see her in the cinema..haha... when i reached my block, i went to collect some letters frm the letter box and i received a mail frm NTU regarding the talk dey having this sunday at hotel intercontinental.. im goin alone...:( well mama did say that if i get into NTU, i can use the money im goin to get wen i turn 21 for holiday. i can use the money to holiday with mama!! how wonderful rite? mother daughter holiday! but whether or not i get in NTU only ALLAH knows.. doakan aida dapat masuk k sape2 yg bace ni..heheheh well dats all...........
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5:53 PM
hey there guys!! its been a few days since i blog. ive been quite bz lately since i was having NYP open house and had celebrate AidilAdha.
Wednesday was the first day of open hse 05. it went fine.. we had roti kirai plus chicken curry. mama and i had made the roti kirai and yana had cooked the curry on wednesday and raq and fadhil had made the roti kirai on thurs. yana actually cooked the curry on both wed and thurs. its was yummy yana! thanks!! everythg went fine no cock ups.. i had a great time.. on thurs i wore baju kurung to sch as it was the eve of aidil adha.. i didnt go to lab on both of the 2 days since i was given 2 days excuse letters!! yeaahoo.. haha on friday was aidil adha.. woke up early in the morning to go solat hari raya wit mama and angah.. mama insisted that we go to the mosque early so that we get better place to pray..well we did get places as we were early. there were lots of indonesian maids. then went home and had breakfast.. mama cooked delicious dishes.. she cooked rendang daging, sambal sotong, kuah lodeh....
i was full before i went to wan's hse. we went to wan's hse ard 10.30 since she was alone.. pak cik wasnt ard. i really empathize my granny.. wished i cud take care of her but i cant... anyways.. pakcik's frn came over wan's hse the nyte b4 to help her cook kuah lodeh.. wen we reached wan's hse, she was lying down since she was not feeling well and having a bad toothache. me and angah helped her to hidang the food since pakcik was already back wit his frn and his frn's kids. well after i ate again at wan's hse, we went home to get some stuffs before heading to nenek's hse. we reached nenek's hse ard 3pm and no one was there yet.. only maksu and nenek was there.. nenek was home early since there wasnt any kambing.. kambing was delayed and only reached singapore last nyte..hehe back to track... then pak teh and family arrived.. it was pak teh's birthday.. it was like 2 months that i never meet pak teh and family and kinda feel awkward at first but den again it was jus a while den it was back to normal.. gave him his birthday present. den andak and family arrived.. it was syiqah's first raye wit us!! she was soo adorable and i cudnt resist to carry her... lastly pak ngah and mak ngah arrived.. dey were abit late coz dey were stuck at makngah's dad's place... i didnt actually go out after dat.. only stayed at nenek's hse until 10pm. on saturday, i went to sch for the last day open hse. we went off early around 3pm since we were still having the raye mood..heheh.. but then i didnt go home coz mama wasnt at home.. mama went to visit sarah and i cudnt follow coz andak n family wanted to follow.. scared no place in the car.. so i went out to bugis with the mcg clan. a total of 9 of us went to bugis but at last ended up with juz the 4 of us lepaking at bugis starbucks. the captain was cute! hahaah... i guess dis is my very first outing wit the mcg new batch clan other than the raye outing. it was fun. we took pictures at any spot that we like.. went home ard 10 and mama wasnt back yet. she reached home shortly after i was back. on sunday all of us juz slacked at home. no one had the mood to go out since it was sunday. cleaned the hse and den slacked again..hahah nothing much to update on sunday.....ciaozzz...
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5:40 PM
i was so bored that i went to the mcg room to juz rest and relax and listened to Taufiq Batisah new album. i really like the very first song entitled ONE LAST
I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know its better if we just let it go
So let's have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and i fall
In the middle of the night there's scent of a rose
A smell of your perfume i suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know its better if we just let it go
So let's have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
Baby if we meet each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and i
But it would be too much for us to bear
So lets have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
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4:35 PM
came home ard 11pm yesterday.. angah met fadhil and he passed her some stuffs.. the stuffs were for me.. it was his journal, anuar zain cd and the pink tshirt he wore during our 1 yr anniversary.. after i washed up i immediately took the journal and read it.. it was abt the 1 yr we were together.. the ups and the downs.. after reading it, i noe deep down he really treasure me alot. i knew he was scared of losing me the whole 1 yr. but we ended up goin separate ways. its not that i dun love him anymore but im a confuse gurl who doesnt noe wat i want. i think i wasnt ready for all this stuff yet coz im still young.. wat i shud hav done was to juz concentrate in my studies and my family...menyesal dahulu pendapatan menyesal kemudian takde gunenye. i do treasure the time we spent together. like i said kalau ade jodoh in future tak kemane. ive always believe in fate. i did cried wen i read the whole journal. he remembered every detail we did wen we were together.
im not too sure how mama got to noe bout the stuffs fadil gave me.. i guess it shud be angah who told her coz angah was the one who pass to me. i noe mama is juz concern abt me.. but y does she need to noe wat i got frm him? isnt it supos to be personal? but look at the bright side.. she is my mom she ought to noe coz im still under her supervision. she said by me accepting those thgs mite give the impression that i might give fadhil hope. that wasnt my intention at all but since orang dah bagi we shud juz accept it.. like org tue always say, rezeki jangan di tolak, musuh jgn dicari.
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11:11 AM
Victory at last! haha.. watched soccer yesterday at andak's place.. we had great fun even tho we didnt get the tix.. and wen some pple got the tix and didnt even ask us weder we wud wanna join...haizz... but y brood ryte.. nway i did njoyed watching it via tv.. even the atmosphere wasnt there.. always look on the bright side of life!
ahaha at the same time, i did watch juara lagu too.. Spider got the juara lagu award.. misha got best balada.. dayang nurfaizah got best ethnic.. and spider got best pop rock.. and lastly noraniza idris got the best performance..
ibu cooked mee goreng since she noe mama me and angah were coming.. played with syiqah.. she's getting heavier day by day..hhehe.. shes 2 months old yesterday.. she only cries wen she wants milk nowadays.. if not she'll juz be in the world of her own..hehhe.. well i'd always wish to hav a younger sibling but too bad im the youngest..ahahah
oh ya dis wed, thurs and sat is NYP open hse... i juz came back frm NYP lounge.. did some decoration to the booth.. but wen we were abt to leave the place.. all our backdrop fall apart...haha.. we decided to juz let it be like dat and will continue on the day itself..hhaah....
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4:40 PM