Wednesday, January 26, 2005
i watched "Shall we Dance" yesterday. it was superb! richard gere is so damn CHARMING!!!! u guys who hav not watched it better go catch it coz i didnt regret watching it!! it was worth my $6.50.heheh.. watched the movie with Fadhil since i was meeting him to pass him the jersey along bought for him. met him after my FYP den went dwn to Bishan Junction 8. well it was fine n fun goin out with him after few weeks not meeting him. initially i felt awkward coz he was really behaving wierdly but after he had his dinner, everthg wen fine. he looked gd yesterday. really!! he juz look different but in a gd way. maybe ive not seen him for quite sometime..hahaha but he did look gd. the movie ended at 9 and we went straight home after dat. went our separate ways right after we stepped out of junction 8..heheh .. he went home by MRT while i took the bus home..met Farah on the way home and coincidentally she watched the same movie as i did but i didnt see her in the cinema..haha... when i reached my block, i went to collect some letters frm the letter box and i received a mail frm NTU regarding the talk dey having this sunday at hotel intercontinental.. im goin alone...:( well mama did say that if i get into NTU, i can use the money im goin to get wen i turn 21 for holiday. i can use the money to holiday with mama!! how wonderful rite? mother daughter holiday! but whether or not i get in NTU only ALLAH knows.. doakan aida dapat masuk k sape2 yg bace ni..heheheh well dats all...........
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5:53 PM
hey there guys!! its been a few days since i blog. ive been quite bz lately since i was having NYP open house and had celebrate AidilAdha.
Wednesday was the first day of open hse 05. it went fine.. we had roti kirai plus chicken curry. mama and i had made the roti kirai and yana had cooked the curry on wednesday and raq and fadhil had made the roti kirai on thurs. yana actually cooked the curry on both wed and thurs. its was yummy yana! thanks!! everythg went fine no cock ups.. i had a great time.. on thurs i wore baju kurung to sch as it was the eve of aidil adha.. i didnt go to lab on both of the 2 days since i was given 2 days excuse letters!! yeaahoo.. haha on friday was aidil adha.. woke up early in the morning to go solat hari raya wit mama and angah.. mama insisted that we go to the mosque early so that we get better place to pray..well we did get places as we were early. there were lots of indonesian maids. then went home and had breakfast.. mama cooked delicious dishes.. she cooked rendang daging, sambal sotong, kuah lodeh....
i was full before i went to wan's hse. we went to wan's hse ard 10.30 since she was alone.. pak cik wasnt ard. i really empathize my granny.. wished i cud take care of her but i cant... anyways.. pakcik's frn came over wan's hse the nyte b4 to help her cook kuah lodeh.. wen we reached wan's hse, she was lying down since she was not feeling well and having a bad toothache. me and angah helped her to hidang the food since pakcik was already back wit his frn and his frn's kids. well after i ate again at wan's hse, we went home to get some stuffs before heading to nenek's hse. we reached nenek's hse ard 3pm and no one was there yet.. only maksu and nenek was there.. nenek was home early since there wasnt any kambing.. kambing was delayed and only reached singapore last nyte..hehe back to track... then pak teh and family arrived.. it was pak teh's birthday.. it was like 2 months that i never meet pak teh and family and kinda feel awkward at first but den again it was jus a while den it was back to normal.. gave him his birthday present. den andak and family arrived.. it was syiqah's first raye wit us!! she was soo adorable and i cudnt resist to carry her... lastly pak ngah and mak ngah arrived.. dey were abit late coz dey were stuck at makngah's dad's place... i didnt actually go out after dat.. only stayed at nenek's hse until 10pm. on saturday, i went to sch for the last day open hse. we went off early around 3pm since we were still having the raye mood..heheh.. but then i didnt go home coz mama wasnt at home.. mama went to visit sarah and i cudnt follow coz andak n family wanted to follow.. scared no place in the car.. so i went out to bugis with the mcg clan. a total of 9 of us went to bugis but at last ended up with juz the 4 of us lepaking at bugis starbucks. the captain was cute! hahaah... i guess dis is my very first outing wit the mcg new batch clan other than the raye outing. it was fun. we took pictures at any spot that we like.. went home ard 10 and mama wasnt back yet. she reached home shortly after i was back. on sunday all of us juz slacked at home. no one had the mood to go out since it was sunday. cleaned the hse and den slacked again..hahah nothing much to update on sunday.....ciaozzz...
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5:40 PM
i was so bored that i went to the mcg room to juz rest and relax and listened to Taufiq Batisah new album. i really like the very first song entitled ONE LAST
I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know its better if we just let it go
So let's have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and i fall
In the middle of the night there's scent of a rose
A smell of your perfume i suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know its better if we just let it go
So let's have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
Baby if we meet each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and i
But it would be too much for us to bear
So lets have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile &
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
We both know
It's better if we just let it go
rocked the town UniQue at
4:35 PM
came home ard 11pm yesterday.. angah met fadhil and he passed her some stuffs.. the stuffs were for me.. it was his journal, anuar zain cd and the pink tshirt he wore during our 1 yr anniversary.. after i washed up i immediately took the journal and read it.. it was abt the 1 yr we were together.. the ups and the downs.. after reading it, i noe deep down he really treasure me alot. i knew he was scared of losing me the whole 1 yr. but we ended up goin separate ways. its not that i dun love him anymore but im a confuse gurl who doesnt noe wat i want. i think i wasnt ready for all this stuff yet coz im still young.. wat i shud hav done was to juz concentrate in my studies and my family...menyesal dahulu pendapatan menyesal kemudian takde gunenye. i do treasure the time we spent together. like i said kalau ade jodoh in future tak kemane. ive always believe in fate. i did cried wen i read the whole journal. he remembered every detail we did wen we were together.
im not too sure how mama got to noe bout the stuffs fadil gave me.. i guess it shud be angah who told her coz angah was the one who pass to me. i noe mama is juz concern abt me.. but y does she need to noe wat i got frm him? isnt it supos to be personal? but look at the bright side.. she is my mom she ought to noe coz im still under her supervision. she said by me accepting those thgs mite give the impression that i might give fadhil hope. that wasnt my intention at all but since orang dah bagi we shud juz accept it.. like org tue always say, rezeki jangan di tolak, musuh jgn dicari.
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11:11 AM
Victory at last! haha.. watched soccer yesterday at andak's place.. we had great fun even tho we didnt get the tix.. and wen some pple got the tix and didnt even ask us weder we wud wanna join...haizz... but y brood ryte.. nway i did njoyed watching it via tv.. even the atmosphere wasnt there.. always look on the bright side of life!
ahaha at the same time, i did watch juara lagu too.. Spider got the juara lagu award.. misha got best balada.. dayang nurfaizah got best ethnic.. and spider got best pop rock.. and lastly noraniza idris got the best performance..
ibu cooked mee goreng since she noe mama me and angah were coming.. played with syiqah.. she's getting heavier day by day..hhehe.. shes 2 months old yesterday.. she only cries wen she wants milk nowadays.. if not she'll juz be in the world of her own..hehhe.. well i'd always wish to hav a younger sibling but too bad im the youngest..ahahah
oh ya dis wed, thurs and sat is NYP open hse... i juz came back frm NYP lounge.. did some decoration to the booth.. but wen we were abt to leave the place.. all our backdrop fall apart...haha.. we decided to juz let it be like dat and will continue on the day itself..hhaah....
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4:40 PM
guess wat! me n angah went to bishan stadium yesterday to buy the Tiger Cup tix but to no avail! its already sold out.. so sad.... anyways after dat we went to causeway point to grab some food b4 heading to wan's place.. reached wan's place ard 7.50 and had to rush for maghrib.. after dat chatted wit wan since its been quite some time since i visited her.. we ate dinner ard 8.45pm after her prayers.. pakcik came back ard 9.30 and brought back some goreng pisang. i cudnt eat it coz i was so bloated hahaa.. pakcik sent us to car porch since he has not seen the new car.. reached home approximately 10pm..talked to him after so long not talking.. he juz recovered frm his fever.. slept quite late since had to do some editing on my website project..
todae reached sch quite early since the discipline in the lab hav been stricter.. cudnt concentrate so well coz i was really sleepy.. had a short nap during lunch juz now since i cancelled my driving prac.. my eyes were to tired to drive. better be safe than sorry. ive got no plans todae so will be heading straight home after sch. weekends is also ard the corner.. ive got no plans still.. hahaha well im only goin to pasir ris to give tuition.. after that prob go out but yet to plan.. well if i still dun get any tix by dis sunday morn, i guess i will be followin angah to andak's place to watch the match between singapore and indonesia. haizz... i got like 2 hrs more before i head home.. im very sleepy... superly sleepy....zzzzZZZZZ
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3:32 PM
i watched IDOLA ryte after amazing race yesterday. ive watched that show a million times last yr. but decided to borrow frm Man again the vcd.. its really touchy. i love the ending when norman hakim actually sang to normala samsudin. although its short, the song is meaningful:
Harum bunga mewangi,
Titis embun pagi,
Indahnya pagi ini,
Sayang selagi kau disini.
Ombak memecah keheningan malam,
Hutan menghijua mekar,
Oh damainya udara,
Nikmat suasana keheningan alam,
Selagi kau di sini.
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Rini one of my juniors wrote a short puisi and wrote it on the board in my mcg rm.. i tot it was very meaningful n so i wrote it dwn..:
Lelaki,
Hati kau memang dimulut.
Aku,
Wanita,
Mulutku semestinya hatiku.
Jarang sekali kau datang
Membawa menawar sakti.
Kemaafan,
Perkara yang paling sukar
ataupun terakhir kau fikirkan.
Adilkah jika ia sebegini rupa?!
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Lupakan semua rayu,
Jangan kagumi aku,
Kerana aku tak cinta kamu.
Mohon kau tinggalkan aku
Tak usah kau harap lagi
Kerana cinta untukmu PALSU!
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*puisi is not meant for anyone ya!
rocked the town UniQue at
10:00 AM
i juz feel todae is a very tiring day.. i had driving todae at 12.45 den wen for drama... n went home.. driving todae was really very sucky.. did lane changing.. i always forget to check the blind spot.. forget to change gear and drag gear 2.. sometimes i feel its really very stressful wen i drive.. at 1 point i wud b very happy driving and later on b very stressfull haizz...but overall driving is fun.. we did some puisi recitation during drama training juz now.. did 'tiada belas nuraga' written by Hanisah.. it was 2003 hari raye drama script. we were devided into 2 grps. senior n junior.. n todae was the very first time that i actually participate SERIOUSLY..hahaha we training for the upcoming GPA '05... but sadly im not participating dis yr.. told heikal i really cannot join.. im already gonna start on my attachment soon so i wun hav the time to come back to sch.. i can help out only.. furthermore its already my 3rd yr so i tink i better give way to the juniors.. but only An and me can play the percussion.. well i guess i will get a junior to take over me.. kene pass dwn lah kirekan..hahah
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10:19 PM
haizz.. been a very boring wkend and i think its goin to continue this way for the whole of this week. i stayed at home the whole weekend.. started teaching last sunday. it was fun teaching since ive not taught them for 2 months or so.. bought the kids their assesment bks and it sum up to $64.65. price of the bks had gone up i think.hehe.. got raudhah 2 bks for each subject since she always complete doing her assesment very fast. shes one hardworking girl. ive booked my driving prac everyday this wk.. now i feel i really want to pass my TP asap. i didnt get the taste of driving Toyota corolla so i dun want to miss out on driving this new car. since i think im goin to graduate soon, i wud want to drive mama to werk and the same time fetch her..heheh well u guys reading myte juz think its easy said than done.. well i hope i will keep my words... oh ya i want to finish up all my pracs asap also becoz i want to start werking.. juz take up some part time werk.. coz i feel like i hav no life nowadays. been bumming at home after sch and wkends too.. most of my frns are werking partime and so i cant bum wit them.. those days i cud go out wit that special someone but not anymore.. im adapting to my current status.. well gonna go driving soon...ciaozz
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12:28 PM
haizzz... its been raining the whole day.. had plans to go out but last min canceled it. bummed the whole day. lots of thgs to do actually but chose to juz laze ard.. angah wasnt ard n along accompanied mama to jemputan leaving me alone at home.. watched tv, slept and eat the whole day.. den decided to watch VCD. had already watched the show wit angah last wk but decided to watch again. it Eiffel..Im in love! its an indonesian movie.. romantic plus funny at some part.. den kak yani came and den watched soccer wit along and kak yani.. singapore won 3-1 but the last min goal by indonesian was really luck.. it was a deflection from ishak if im not wrong.. but well singapore is already leading by 2 goals.. hope dey will win the 2 leg.. probably be goin dwn the stadium to watch but not sure wit who yet..haha..
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7:49 PM
You must be thinking wat the hell dat is right? haha dats the protein i hav to research on for my project.. the full title for my project is.. Development of Hepatocellular carcinoma down regulated mitochondrial carrier protein 3D model using homological modeling technique.. its really not relevant to the course im taking.. haiz.. wat a luck.. bed is doin the modeling part and i hav to do the research part of the protein.. it really sucks coz wenever i read the infos, i dun seem to understand some of the terms since dey are mostly scientific terms and im an engineerings students not science students.. and my lab is at Blk Q and my supervisor is always in his lab too.. wic is situated juz nex door to mine.. he can see me thru the glass window deviding us.. bed and me will always take the opportunity to go for our self declared break wen he's not ard..hahaha well.. ive got like 4 weeks to go before goin for my attachment.. den i will miss sch..haizz.. serious!! i will miss sch! i will miss my frns!! especially PUSAKA SENI team. work together alot with dem last yr so we are like family already now..
i'll be goin TPY east CC tonyte.. having an invited dinner there.. its a Thank You dinner for the Belia Muda team since we performed for them during the Passion Card celebration thingy.. not too sure wat the function was..hhee we'll be meeting the BM peepz since we've not met for quite sometime.. the last time i met them was wen we jln raye. and i tink todae i will feel abit awkward coz of the thgs that hapen lately.. i juz need to behave like myself and i think everythg will be fine... :)
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7:30 PM
Mungkin
Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
Biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama
Bukan maksud untuk membisu sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
Mungkinkan bersama dua jiwa ini
Dalam mencari cinta sejati
Mungkinkah segala derita dijiwa
Akan terubat kini
Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kerana mengejar impian
Hanya satu pintaku
Sabarlah menanti
Ku kan pulang bersama
CINTA......
Keabadian Cinta
Selembut bicara
Sehalus sentuhanmu
Layanan pesona
Tak mungkin kulupa
Jelingan pertama
Nan indah penuh bermakna
Akan ku sahut cintamu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia
Tak kan lagi ku sendiri
Kasih yang belabuh kini
Terasa keabadian cinta kau beri
Mungkinkah daku bermimpi
Sebahagia bergini
Ini bukan illusi oh... KASIH!
Seindah irama
Gemersik suaramu
Mengalun sepiku yang merindu
Akan ku sahut cinta mu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia
Tuhan merestui
Bahagia ini
Kasihmu nan suci.......
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Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats withing your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
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rocked the town UniQue at
7:24 PM
first of all i woke up late todae!! bed msged me to on her comp if i were to be in sch earlier than her but i myself woke up at 9am.. the weather todae is so shhiiookk...!! hehe so since i was already late, i took my time to get ready for sch n decided to juz get a cab to sch. but all the texi wic passed me were hired.. i had to wait for so long.. after 1/2hr of waiting.. theres dis nenek wit her maid juz crossed my line!! i waited for so long and der they were standing infront of mE! so the frustrating seh. waited n waited stil no available taxi so i juz called for a cab.. the cab came like approximately 6 mins.. wen the cab went to me instead of the nenek,i can see that they were angry.. thats wat i felt my dear nenek.! not that i wanna revenge on them or wat but they clearly saw me waiting for a cab there... n they should noe that i was late coz i keep on looking on my watch... haizz... but since ive made a call for a cab, i had to pay extra $3.20.... so guys lesson learn todae is wake up early n take a bus to sch! haha
yesterday after dinner, mama suddenly said to me n siblings dat we shud go to a "nenek's" place.. i was kinda confuse innitially since i dunno wic nenek she was talking abt. then she told me that on monday b4 goin to johor, she went to the bank den a nenek came to her and wask her abt the ERS.. how to withdraw the money.. her husband juz got discharged frm the hospital and unable to walk so she had to settle it for him. angah was there too so she told the nenek that she'll enquire for her and we'll get back to her.. so yesterday after getting the forms for that nenek, mama decided that we go visit that nenek. she live nearby my house. along drove us there but he didnt want to follow us up so he juz waited for us in the car. the nenek is indonesian born and married a singaporean. her children are all in indonesia. she is still an indonesian since she didnt get PR status here. wen we entered her house.. her husbaand was there.. he looked critically ill. he can barely walk.. he has heart problem. he didnt talked much juz kept quiet and watch us talk. the nenek said that shes goin to medan dis fri coz her nephew and nephew's daughter and son got washed away at aceh during the tsunami. she wants to visit her bro who juz went to medan to that refuge. she was crying wen she told us the story.. she's goin medan by ferry to save cost. since the husband cudnt walk.. angah is goin to get a social worker frm muis to help them settle with the ERS and ask muis for some bantuan since she is not werking and her husbang is ill.
wen we went home.. mama keep emphasizing to us to be very contented with wat we hav.. kalau kiter susah, ade org lagi susah dr kite.. it was really an eye opener wen i went to the nenek's hse yesterday...
rocked the town UniQue at
6:20 PM
hmmm last saturday was really fun.. mai n me gave bed a birthday surprise and miraculously, it didnt backfire even when i had to wait for 1 1/2 hrs for bed and mai to arrive at esplanade.. it almost backfired wen bed asked mai to meet her at orchard instead wen im already at esplanade waiting for abt 1hr.. den mai insisted that dey meet at city hall n bed knew den dat mai was already unhappy coz mai had waited her for so long at city hall... luckily its ur bdae gurl! if it wasnt ur bdae mai n me wud juz go w/o u! hahahah joking je! hehe nway met them at 2Hot Halal Cafe at esplanade.. the food was nice but quite pricely den those at Amiran's cafe.. but bottom line it was nice.. for the surprise bdae thingy, there were suppose to be more pple.. but it ended up with juz me mai n bed.. others all cudnt make it.. after we had our lunch and ate the cake, we went down to suntec since bed wanted to change the size of the shoe i got for her.. the cutting was small so had to get 1 size bigger.. den lepak at suntec till we dunno wer to go n wat to do.. after much tots.. we went to starbucks cafe n chill again while waiting for bed's sis to fetch her.. den actually i didnt want to go back yet but since mai is also tired den i decided to juz go home...
Sunday, hmm wat did i do on sunday? oh ya.. mama actually ask me angah n along, along to macritichie reservoir to go for a nature walk... but then it rained the whole day and along was to tired to wake up coz he came back very late that morning... he went to KL to count dwn there..
i was at home the whole damn day... angah went out wit wan to send all the clothes to mercy relief.. luckily there were alot of shows on tv so i didnt regret staying at home..
oh yah.. mama already bought a new car... its Honda Fit.. i only saw the car once and not gotten a ride on it yet...since i m bz wit sch.. angah n along is having thier term break so dey wen to johor wit mama yesterday...mama also claim her leave yesterday since she having an holiday mood... i went to sch but end up at syai's place for a while to watch princess diaries 2..haha bob and syai accompanied me for lunch since bed wasnt ard and mai was bz... den syai asked me to his place to kill time.. bob ruff me mai went to his place... he sent me n mai back at ard 5pm... den i went to lab n sign out and go off home...on the way home.. mama asked me to buy dinner.. so got evryone dinner at Bob's mom's stall..hehe well that was wat happened the pass few days...
well now im in lab abt to go to for lunch... c'ya!!
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7:30 PM